Well thanks to Thea I finally found the courage to ask Anna out! It was a very lovely day, much warmer than I had anticipated. Right after school my father and I transported my piano to the river bend so that I could play some music for Anna. Of coarse I didn't tell my father the actual reason why we had to carry a very heavy piano over to the river, I don't think I am quiet ready for my family to intervene in my personal life. Well anyway Anna arrived shortly after my father left. It was rather hot but luckily my Mother had made fresh lemonade. I started to become nervous at the sight of her and stumbled across my words. I could hardly get hello out. Sensing my discomfort she sat down next to me on the bench and looked out at the shadows that curved a portrait of a willow over the grass and river. Turning to face me with her brilliant smile and her hair flowing over the keys, Anna asked me in her angelic voice, "What did you want to ask me, Georg?"
I looked down toward my own callous hands and knew that I couldn't possibly say what I wanted to without sounding like the awkward little boy that I am. I took in a deep breath and just when I was about to croak out that faithful phrase I had been practicing for the past three days her voice like Apollo's lyre rang out. She started singing the original score for La Mort d'Ophélie from Tristia, the first song I ever taught her at our lessons. Happy at the instigation I accompanied her on the piano. When the song finished, Anna gasped and stood up racing towards the rivers edge. At first I panicked, I thought she was going to leave but then I noticed a small kitten drinking the water. Anna was so excited by the kitten. It was grey with white paws, Anna named her Gaia after the greek god of the earth. While she was cooing over the kitten I softly played parts of Die Kunst der Fuge by Bach. Soon she gravitated towards me and sat with the kitten in her arms humming along to the music.
When I stopped she continued to hum a tune of her own. I turned to her and squeaked out and literally squeaked since my voice cracked, "I wrote this for you" I played her the song I have been writing for a few weeks. I called it, "Meine liebliche Blume".
She hugged me when I was finished and said that it was the most beautiful thing she has ever heard. She also declared that she will write a vocal part so that we can play/sing this song together. And well after that I wasn't feeling too nervous and I finally asked her to be my girlfriend. And the crazy thing about it is that she said yes! We spent the next hour or so under the shade playing with Gaia and talking.
Well I have to get going to Hanschen's house for the manly sleepover!
- Mood:
happy
Any who I'll have to ask mother to fire Fraulein Grossenbustenhalter now that I am committing myself to Anna. I wouldn't feel comfortable with her around and frankly I wouldn't trust myself. And anyways I don't really need a piano teacher anymore! I just hope she understands and isn't upset by it. With this new free time I could probably teach Lena how to play! She is coming to the age where she should start learning to play an instrument and I have to convince her to play piano before Sebastian gets to her with the violin!
My sister Odelia, the pregnant one, is home until she has the baby. It's pretty chaotic and all of us younger children are at her mercy. Mother said to be accommodating and get whatever she wants. I am afraid that I won't find the time to ask out Anna since I have to be home helping. But I am sure mother will let me out for a few hours, that or bribe my siblings!
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nervous
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Prelude in C minor by Bach
But on to happier things.
Yesterday my Mother and I went shopping for linens. She got these nice green polyester ones but only after I convinced her not to buy the pink ones. Father would not have been happy at all. For lunch we met up with my brother, Vilhelm, and his wife. She is six months pregnant. He has been working as a concert director over in Munchen. Mother said I could go visit them next weekend and perhaps stay the night! When we got home my siblings, Felix, Sebastian, Lena, and Andreas, and I baked a cherry pie for my older sister, Odelia, who is expecting soon.
Thea knows who I like. She is very persistant. I hope she is able to talk with her. I am very nervous about this. It is all so very new to me. I have been trying to resist Fraulein Grossenbustenhalter's advances, but she too is persistant! But I will definately stop if Thea pulls through for me!
- Mood:
nervous - Music:Eroica by Beethoven
I ended up being a little bit late because my Father and I had to find a way to get the piano there! But I am glad we did. There was so much food, from Melchi's eclairs to Ilse's fruits. I ended up bringing homemade apfelstrudel which I am glad to report was eaten all up. I feel bad for Thea though, not many people ate what she brought, I tried it and liked it but I was so full by that time and could not eat any more.
We at first just sat on the grass and talked about what was going on in every ones lives. It seems for the most part peoples home lives have improved since the last time I checked. Ilse is happy at Preopia and Martha's father is slightly better. We also talked about Hanschen and Ernst's relationship, which still confuses me a little bit but I am glad to know what is going on.
Wendla, Melchior, Moritz, and Ilse asked us to play pirates, which most of us did for a bit. Moritz fell from a tree so we stopped playing. I played Chopin's nocturnes on the piano. Then I accompanied Anna while she sang "Ah, I feel it, it is gone" from Mozart's Die Zauberflote. Then we all sang (except for me on the piano) "Du, du liegst mir am Herzen". I wasn't aware of all the talent amongst us! Especially Hanschen, whose deep bass is absolutely beautiful. Ernst, too, has a wonderful tenor voice. Martha and Bobby are very excited to learn the violin, if they can. If they do we should play together, it would be very nice.
Martha and Moritz played chess. I watched for a while but it was so long that I stopped. Apparently Moritz won. Later on Otto and I skipped rocks. Little did we know Thea and Anna would come up behind us and push us into the lake, fully clothed!! So we splashed them and soon everyone was in the lake!
More happened, I can't quiet recall most of it though. But overall it was a lot of fun and I hope we do this again!
- Mood:
happy
I do feel a small amount of guilt though. I do not know why. I really shouldn't. There is a girl that I like and I feel like I have cheated on her. We aren't going out, actually far from it because she doesn't even notice me. We do talk but I never know what to say and end up making myself look like a fool. I wish I was more socially adept but this nervous little boy just will not leave my body.
The Meet-up was extravagant! I will post tomarrow all of the wonderful activities we did!
- Mood:
confused - Music:Beau by Monika Grossenbustenhalter
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Brandenburg Concerto No.1 in F major by Bach
